I never did like typing discriptions about myself. Help I have issues writing myu artist statements. But I've been on this website for years now so I'll give it a shot. Well for the past few years, I've been trying to find my place in the art world (if there is a palce in it for me at all) so I've been labeling myself so make it easier for others to assoicate me with specific genres. Recently, I have found this to be a big mistake. Boxing and pigeon toeing myself was stopping me from pursuing my passion to experiment and to strech my herizions as an visual artist. As you can see, my interest is drawing the female body. I also deal with different levels with sexuality(bisexual, transsexual, etc..) as being bisexual myself, I feel more then obligated and fulfilled to work with.
The main reason why it has taking me this long to do the work that I need to do and that is the fear of being a failure. This fear has made me at times very withdrawn, close minded, angry and hopeless. And by having this fear I have involved myself into the mainstream, materialistic, consumer culture so deeply that I was beginning to lose myself. Not to mention that I have focus on other people opinions about me and these are indivisuals that don't give a damn about me. So you can say that I've been spending all this time de-programing myself of what I call having a bullshit mentallity.
My pieces are going to be a more subversive, erotic, senual and dark with a twinge of gentleness. The fantasy and rpg worlds and illustration has always been my first love. Women(and all things femminate and effemminate) have always been the source of my pleasures and pains. And with them, I will do all that I can to bring out my imagnation in all it's glory, no matter how disturbing some people might preseve them to be.










